THE uproarious merriment of a
wedding-feast burst forth into the night
from a brilliantly lighted house in the "gasse" (narrow street). It was one of those nights touched with the warmth of spring, but dark and
full of soft mist. Most fitting it was
for a celebration of the union of two
yearning hearts to share the same lot, a lot that may possibly dawn in sunny brightness,
but also become clouded and sullen — for a long, long time. But how merry and joyous they were over there, those
people of the happy olden times! They,
like us, had their troubles and trials,
and when misfortune visited them it came not to them with soft cushions and tender
pressures of the hand. Rough and hard,
with clinched fist, it laid hold upon them. But when they gave vent to their happy
feelings and sought to enjoy themselves,
they were like swimmers in cooling waters. They struck out into the stream with
freshness and courage, suffered themselves to be borne along by the current whithersoever it took its course.
This was the cause of such a jubilee,
such a thoughtlessly noisy outburst of
all kinds of soul-possessing gayety from this house of nuptials.
"And if I had known,"
the bride's father, the rich Ruben Klattaner,
had just said, "that it would take the last gulden in my pocket, then out it would have
come."
In fact, it did appear as if the
last groschen had really taken flight,
and was fluttering about in the form of platters heaped up with geese and
pastry-tarts. Since two o'clock — that
is, since the marriage ceremony had been performed out in the open street — until
nearly midnight, the wedding-feast had
been progressing, and even yet the sarvers,
or waiters, were hurrying from room to room. It was as if a twofold blessing
had descended upon all this abundance of
food and drink, for, in the first place, they did not seem to diminish; secondly, they ever
found a new place for disposal. To be
sure, this appetite was sharpened by the
presence of a little dwarf-like, unimportant-looking man. He was esteemed, however, none the less
highly by every one. They had specially
written to engage the celebrated "Leb Narr,' of Prague. And when was ever
a mood so out of sorts, a heart so embittered
as not t^ thaw out and laugh if Leb Narr
played one of his pranks. Ah, thou art
now dead, good fool Thy lips, once always ready with a witty reply, are closed. Thy mouth,
then never still, now speaks no morel
But when the hearty peals of laughter once rang forth at thy command,
intercessors, as it were, in thy behalf
before the very throne of God, thou hadst nothing to fear. And the joy of that
"other" world was thine, that
joy that has ever belonged to the most pious of country rabbis!
In the mean time the young people
had assembled in one of the rooms to
dance. It was strange how the sound of
violins and trumpets accorded with the drolleries of the wit from Prague. In one part the outbursts of
merriment were so boisterous that the
very candles on the little table seemed
to flicker with terror; in another an ordinary conversation was in progress,
which now and then only ran over into a
loud tittering, when some old lady slipped into the circle and tried her skill at a redowa,
then altogether unknown to the young
people. In the very midst of the tangle
of dancers was to be seen the bride in a heavy silk wedding-gown. The point of her golden hood
hung far down over her face. She danced
continuously. She danced with every one
that asked her. Had one, however, observed the actions of the young woman, they
would certainly have seemed to him hurried, agitated, almost wild. She looked no one in the eye, not even her own
bridegroom. He stood for the most part
in the door-way, and evidently took more
pleasure in the witticisms of the fool than in the dance or the lady dancers. But who ever
thought for a moment why the young
woman's hand burned, why her breath was
so hot when one came near to her lips? Who should have noticed so strange a
thing? A low whispering already passed
through the company, a stealthy smile stole across many a lip. A bevy of ladies was seen
to enter the room suddenly. The music
dashed off into one of its loudest pieces, and, as if by enchantment, the newly
made bride disappeared behind the
ladies. The bridegroom, with his stupid,
smiling mien, was still left standing on the threshold. But it was not long before he too vanished.
One could hardly say how it happened.
But people understand such skilful
movements by experience, and will continue to understand them as long as there
are brides and grooms in the world.
This disappearance of the chief
personages, little as it seemed to be
noticed, gave, however, the signal for general leave-taking. The dancing became drowsy; it
stopped all at once, as if by
appointment. That noisy confusion now began
which always attends so merry a wedding-party. Halfdrunken voices could be
heard still intermingled with a last,
hearty laugh over a joke of the fool from Prague echoing across the table. Here and there some
one, not quite sure of his balance, was
fumbling for the arm of his chair or the
edge of the table. This resulted in his overturning a dish that had been
forgotten, causing the spilling of a beerglass. While this, in turn, set up a
new hubbub, some one else, in his
eagerness to betake himself from the scene, fell flat into the very debris. But all this tumult
was really hushed the moment they all
pressed to the door, for at that very
instant shrieks, cries of pain, were heard issuing from the entrance below. In an instant the entire
outpouring crowd with all possible force
pushed back into the room, but it was a
long time before the stream was pressed back again. Meanwhile, painful cries were again
heard from below, so painful, indeed,
that they restored even the most drunken
to a state of consciousness.
"By the living God!"
they cried to each other, "what is the
matter down there? Is the house on fire?"
"She is gone I she is
gone!" shrieked a woman's voice from
the entry below.
"Who? who?" groaned the
wedding-guests, seized, as it were, with
an icy horror.
"Gone! gone!" cried the woman from the entry, and hurrying up the stairs came Selde Klattaner,
the mother of the bride, pale as death,
her eyes dilated with most awful fright,
convulsively grasping a candle in her hand. "For God's sake, what has happened?" was heard
on every side of her.
The sight of so many people about
her, and the confusion of voices, seemed to release the poor woman from a kind of stupor. She glanced shyly about her
then, as if overcome with a sense of
shame stronger than her terror, and sad,
in a suppressed tone:
"Nothing, nothing, good
people. In God's name, I ask, what was
there to happen?"
Dissimulation, however, was too
evident to suffice to deceive them.
"Why, then, did you shriek
so, Selde," called out one of the
guests to her, "if nothing happened?"
"Yes, she has gone,"
Selde now moaned in heart-rending tones,
"and she has certainly done herself some harm!"
The cause of this strange scene
was now first discovered. The bride has
disappeared from the wedding-feast. Soon after that she had vanished in such a
mysterious way, the bridegroom went
below to the dimly-lighted room to find her,
but in vain. At first thought this seemed to him to be a sort of bashful jest; but not finding her
here, a mysterious foreboding seized him. He called to the mother of the bride:
"Woe to me I This woman has
gone! "
Presently this party, that had so
admirably controlled itself, was again thrown into commotion. "There was
nothing to do," was said on all sides, "but to ransack every nook and corner. Remarkable instances of such
disappearances of brides had been known.
Evil spirits were wont to lurk about
such nights and to inflict mankind with all sorts of sorceries." Strange as this explanation
may seem, there were many who believed
it at this very moment, and, most of
all, Selde Klattaner herself. But it was only for a moment, for she at once
exclaimed:
"No, no, my good people, she
is gone; I know she is gone!"
Now for the first time many of them, especially the mothers, felt particularly uneasy, and
anxiously called their daughters to
them. Only a few showed courage, and urged that they must search and search, even if they
had to turn aside the river Iser a
hundred times. They urgently pressed on,
called for torches and lanterns, and started, forth. The cowardly ran after them up and down
the stairs. Before any one perceived it
the room was entirely forsaken.
Ruben Klattaner stood in the hall
entry below, and let the people hurry
past him without exchanging a word with
any. Bitter disappointment and fear had almost crazed him. One of the last to stay in the
room above with Selde was, strange to
say, Leb Narr, of Prague. After all had
departed, he approached the miserable mother, and, in a tone least becoming his general manner,
inquired:
"Tell me, now, Mrs. Selde,
did she not wish to have 'him'?"
"Whom? whom?" cried
Selde, with renewed alarm, when she
found herself alone with the fool.
"I mean," said Leb, in
a most sympathetic manner, approaching still nearer to Selde, "that maybe
you had to make your daughter marry
him."
"Make? And have we, then,
made her?" moaned Selde, staring at
the fool with a look of uncertainty.
"Then nobody needs to search
for her," replied the fool, with a
sympathetic laugh, at the same time retreating, "It's better to leave her where she is."
Without saying thanks or
good-night, he was gone.
Meanwhile the cause of all this
disturbance had arrived at the end of
her flight.
Close by the synagogue was
situated the house of the rabbi. It was
built in an angle of a very narrow street, set in a framework of tall shade-trees. Even
by daylight it was dismal enough. At
night it was almost impossible for a
timid person to approach it, for people declared that the low supplications of the dead could be heard
in the dingy house of God when at night
they took the rolls of the law from the
ark to summon their members by name.
Through this retired street
passed, or rather ran, at this
hour a shy form. Arriving at the dwelling of the rabbi, she glanced backward to see whether any one
was following hg. But all was silent and
gloomy enough about her. A soft light
issued from one of tie windows of the synagogue; it came from the "eternal lamp" hanging
in front of the ark of the covenant. But
at this moment it seemed to her as if a
supernatural eye was gazing upon her. Thoroughly affrighted, she seized the little iron knocker
of the door and struck it gently. But
the throb of her beating heart was even
louder, more violent, than this blow. After a pause, footsteps were heard passing slowly
along the hallway.
The rabbi had not occupied this
lonely house a long time. His
predecessor, almost a centenarian in years, had been laid to rest a few months before. The new
rabbi had been called from a distant
part of the country. He was unmarried,
and in the prime of life. No one had known him before his coming. But his personal
nobility and the profundity of his
scholarship made up for his deficiency in years. His aged mother had accompanied him
from their distant home, and she took
the place of wife and child.
"Who is there?" asked
the rabbi, who had been busy at his desk
even at this late hour and thus had not missed hearing the knocker.
"It is I," the figure
without responded, almost inaudibly,
"Speak louder, if you wish
me to hear you," replied the rabbi.
"It is I, Ruben Klattaner*s
daughter," she repeated.
The name seemed to sound strange
to the rabbi. He as yet knew too few of
his congregation to understand that this
very day he performed the marriage ceremony of the person who had just repeated her name.
Therefore he called out, after a
moment's pause, "What do you wish so late at night?"
"Open the door, rabbi,"
she answered, pleadingly, "or I shall
die at once!"
The bolt was pushed back.
Something gleaming, rustling, glided past the rabbi into the dusky hall. The
light of the candle in his hand was not
sufficient to allow him to descry it.
Before he had time to address her, she had vanished past him and had
disappeared through the open door into
the room. Shaking his head, the rabbi again bolted the door.
On re-entering the room he saw a
woman's form sitting in the chair which
he usually occupied. She had her back turned
to him. Her head was bent low over her breast. Her golden wedding-hood, with its shading
lace, was pulled down over her forehead.
Courageous and pious as the rabbi was,
he could not rid himself of a feeling of terror.
"Who are you?" he
demanded, in a loud tone, as if its sound
alone would banish the presence of this being that seemed to him at this moment to be the
production of all the enchantments of
evil spirits.
She raised herself, and cried in
a voice that seemed to come from the
agony of a human being:
"Do you not know me — me,
whom you married a few hours since under
the chuppe (marriage-canopy) to a husband?"
On hearing this familiar voice
the rabbi stood speechless. He gazed at the young woman. Now, indeed, he must regard her as one bereft of reason,
rather than as a specter.
"Well, if you are she,"
he stammered out, after a pause, for it
was with difficulty that he found words to answer, "why are you here and not in the place
where you belong?"
"I know no other place to
which I belong more than here where I
now am!" she answered, severely.
These words puzzled the rabbi
still more. Is it really an insane woman
before him? He must have thought so, for
he now addressed her in a gentle tone of voice, as we do those suffering from this kind of sickness,
in order not to excite her, and said:
"The place where you belong,
my daughter, is in the house of your
parents, and, since you have to-day been made a wife, your place is in your husband's
house."
The young woman muttered
something which failed to reach the
rabbi's ear. Yet he only continued to think that he saw before him some poor unfortunate whose
mind was deranged. After a pause, he
added, in a still gentler tone: **What
is your name, then, my child?'^
"God, god," she moaned, in the greatest anguish, "he does not even yet know my name I"
"How should I know
you," he continued, apologetically, "for I am a stranger in this place?"
This' tender remark seemed to
have produced the desired effect upon
her excited mind.
"My name is Veile," she
said, quietly, after a pause.
The rabbi quickly perceived that
he had adopted the right tone towards
his mysterious guest.
"Veile," he said,
approaching nearer her, "what do you wish of me?"
"Rabbi, I have a great sin
resting heavily upon my heart," she
replied despondently. "I do not know what to do."
"What can you have
done," inquired the rabbi, with a
tender look, "that cannot be discussed at any other time than just now? Will you let me advise
you, Veile?"
"No, no," she cried
again, violently, "I will not be advised. I see, I know what oppresses me.
Yes, I can grasp it by the hand, it lies
so near before me. Is that what you call
to be advised?"
"Very well," returned
the rabbi, seeing that this was the very
way to get the young woman to talk — very well, I say, you are not imagining anything. I
believe that you have greatly sinned.
Have you come here then to confess this
sin? Do your parents or your husband know anything about it?"
"Who is my husband?"
she interrupted him, impetuously.
Thoughts welled up in the rabbi's
heart like a tumultuous sea in which
opposing conjectures cross and recross each other's course. Should he speak with her as
with an ordinary sinner?
"Were you, perhaps, forced
to be married?" he inquired, as
quietly as possible, after a pause.
A suppressed sob, a strong inward
struggle, manifesting itself in the
whole trembling body, was the only answer to this question.
"Tell me, my child,"
said the rabbi, encouragingly.
In such tones as the rabbi had never before heard, so strange, so surpassing any human sounds, the
young woman began:
"Yes, rabbi, I will speak,
even though I know that I shall never go
from this place alive, which would be the very best thing for me! No, rabbi, I was not
forced to be married. My parents have
never once said to me *you must,' but my
own will, my own desire, rather, has always been supreme. My husband is the son of a rich
man in the community. To enter his
family was to be made the first lady in
the gasse, to sit buried in gold and silver. And that very thing, nothing else, was what
infatuated me with him. It was For that
that I forced myself, my heart and will,
to be married to him, hard as it was for me. But in my innermost heart I detested him. The more he
loved me, the more I hated him. But the
gold and silver had an influence over
me. More and more they cried to me, ^You
will be the first lady in the gasse f "
"Continue," said the
rabbi, when she ceased, almost exhausted
by these words.
"What more shall I tell you,
rabbi?" she began again. "I
was never a liar, when a child, or older, and yet during my whole engagement it has seemed to me as if
a big, gigantic lie had followed me step
by step. I have seen it on every side of
me. But to-day, when I stood under the chuppe,
rabbi, and he took the ring from his finger and put it on mine, and when I had to dance at my own
wedding with him, whom I now recognized,
now for the first time, as the lie, and
— ^when they led me away— — "
This sincere confession escaping
from the lips of the young woman, she
sobbed aloud and bowed her head still deeper
over her breast. The rabbi gazed upon her in silence. No insane woman ever spoke like that
I Only a soul conscious of its own sin,
but captivated by a mysterious power,
could suffer like this!
It was not S5anpathy which he
felt with her; it was much more a living
over the sufferings of the woman. In spite of the confused story, it was all clear to the
rabbi. The cause of the flight from the
father's house at this hour also
required no explanation. "I know what you mean,"
he longed to say, but he could only find words to say: "Speak further, Veile"
The young woman turned towards
him. He had not yet seen her face. The
golden hood with the shading lace hung
deeply over it.
"Have I not told you
everything?" she said, with a flush of scorn.
"Everything?" repeated
the rabbi, inquiringly. He only said
this, moreover, through embarrassment.
"Do you tell me now,"
she cried, at once passionately and
mildly, "what am I to do?"
"Veilel" exclaimed the
rabbi, entertaining now, for the first
time^ a feeling of repugnance for this confidential interview.
"Tell me now!" she
pleaded; and before the rabbi could prevent
it the young woman threw herself down at his feet and clasped his knees in her arms. This hasty
act had loosened the golden wedding-hood
from her head^ and thus exposed her face
to view, a face of remarkable beauty.
So overcome was the young rabbi
by the sight of it that he had to shade
his eyes with his hands, as if before a sudden
flash of lightning .
"Tell me now, what shall I
do?" she cried again. "Do you
think that I have come from my parents' home merely to return again without help? You alone in the
world must tell me. Look at me I have
kept all my hair just as God gave it me.
It has never been touched by the shears.
Should I, then, do anything to please my husband? I am no wife. I will not be a wife I Tell me,
tell me, what am I to do?"
"Arise, arise," bade
the rabbi; but his voice quivered, sounded
almost painful.
"Tell me first," she
gasped; "I will not rise till then!"
"How can I tell you?"
he moaned, almost inaudibly.
"Naphtalil" shrieked
the kneeling woman.
But the rabbi staggered backward.
The room seemed ablaze before him, like
a bright fire. A sharp cry rang from his
breast, as if one suffering from some painful wound had been seized by a rough hand. In his
hurried attempt to free himself from the
embrace of the young woman, who still clung to his knees, it chanced that her head struck heavily against the floor.
"Naphtalil" she cried
once again.
"Silence, silence,"
groaned the rabbi, pressing both hands against
his head.
And so again she called out this
name, but not with that agonizing cry.
It sounded rather like a commingling of
exultation and lamentation.
And again he demanded, *^Silence silence"
but this time so imperiously, so
forcibly, that the young woman lay on the
floor as if conjured, not daring to utter a single word.
The rabbi paced almost wildly up
and down the room. There must have been
a hard, terrible struggle in his breast. It seemed to the one lying on the floor that
she heard him sigh from the depths of
his soul. Then his pacing became calmer;
but it did not last long. The fierce conflict again assailed him. His step grew hurried; it echoed
loudly through the awful stillness of
the room. Suddenly he neared the young
woman, who seemed to lie there scarcely breathing.
He stopped in front of her. Had any one seen the face of the rabbi at this moment the
expression on it would have filled him
with terror. There was a marvellous tranquillity
overlying it, the tranquillity of a struggle for life or death.
"Listen to me now,
Veile," he began, slowly. "I will talk with you."
"I listen, rabbi," she
whispered.
"But do you hear me
well?"
"Only speak," she
returned.
"But will you do what I
advise you? Will you not oppose it? For I am going to say something that will
terrify you."
"I will do anything that you
say. Only tell me," she moaned.
"Will you swear?"
"I will," she groaned.
"No, do not swear yet, until
you have heard me," he cried.
"I will not force you."
This time came no answer.
"Hear me. then^ daughter of
Ruben Ellattaner," he began, after a pause. "You have a twofold sin
upon your soul, and each is so great, so
criminal, that it can only be forgiven
by severe punishment. First you permitted yourself to be infatuated by the gold
and silver, and then you forced your
heart to lie. With the lie you sought to deceive the man, even though he had entrusted you with
his all when he made you his wife. A lie
is truly a great sin I Streams of water
cannot drown them. They make men false
and hateful to themselves. The worst that has been committed in the world was led in by a lie.
That is the one sin."
"I know, I know,"
sobbed the young woman. "Now hear
me further," began the rabbi again, with a wavering voice, after a short pause.
"You have committed a still greater sin than the first. You have not only deceived your husband, but you have also
destroyed the happiness of another
person. You could have spoken, and you
did not. For life you have robbed him of his happiness, his light, his joy, but you did not
speak. What can he now do, when he knows
what has been lost to him?"
"Naphtali!" cried, the young
woman. "Silence I silence! do not
let that name pass your lips again,"
he demand^, violently. "The more you repeat it the greater becomes your sin. Why did you not
speak when you could have spoken? God
can never easily forgive you that. To be
silent, to keep secret in one's breast what would have made another man happier than the
mightiest monarch! Thereby you have made
him more than unhappy. He will nevermore have the desire to be happy. Veile, God in heaven cannot forgive you for
that." "Silence!
silence!" groaned the wretched woman. "No, Veile," he continued, with a
stronger voice, "let me talk now.
You are certainly willing to hear me speak? Listen to me. You must do severe penance for
this sin, the twofold sin which rests
upon your head. God is longsuffering and merciful. He will perhaps look down
upon your misery, and will blot but your
guilt from the great book of
transgressions. But you must become penitent. Hear, now, what it shall be."
The rabbi paused. He was on the point of saying the severest thing that had ever passed his lips.
"You were silent,
Veile," then he cried, "when you should have spoken. Be silent now forever to
all men and to yourself. From the moment
you leave this house, until I grant it,
you must be dumb; you dare not let a loud
word pass from your mouth. Will you undergo this penance?"
"I will do all you
say," moaned the young woman.
"Will you have strength to
do it?" he asked, gently.
"I shall be as silent as
death," she replied.
"And one thing more I have
to say to you," he continued. "You
are the wife of your husband. Return home and be a Jewish wife."
"I understand you," she
sobbed in reply.
"Go to your home now, and
bring peace to your parents and husband. The time will come when you may speak, when your sin will be forgiven you.
Till then bear what has been laid upon
you."
"May I say one thing
more?" she cried, lifting up her head.
"Speak," he said.
"Naphtalil"
The rabbi covered his eyes with
one hand, with the other motioned her to
be silent. But she grasped his hand, drew
it to her lips. Hot tears fell upon it.
"Go now," he sobbed, completely broken down.
She let go the hand. The rabbi
had seized the candle, but she had
already passed him, and glided through the dark hall. The door was left open. The rabbi
lodged it again.
Veile returned to her home, as
she had escaped, unnoticed. The narrow street was deserted, as desolate as death. The searchers were to be found everywhere
except there where they ought first to
have sought for the missing one. Her
mother, Selde, still sat on the same chair on which she had sunk down an hour ago. The
fright had left her like one paralyzed,
and she was unable to rise. What a
wonderful contrast this wedding-room, with the mother sitting alone in it,
presented to the hilarity reigning here shortly
before 1 On Veile's entrance her mother did not cry out. She had no strength to do so. She
merely said: "So you have come at
last, my daughter?" as if Veile had
only returned from a walk somewhat too long. But the young woman did not answer to this and
similar questions. Finally she signified by gesticulations that she could not speak. Fright seized the wretched mother a
second time, and the entire house was
filled with her lamentations.
Ruben Klattaner and Veile's
husband having now returned from their fruitless search, were horrified on perceiving
the change which Veile had undergone. Being men, they did not weep. With staring eyes they
gazed upon the silent young woman, and
beheld in her an apparition which had
been dealt with by God's visitation in a mysterious manner.
From this hour began the terrible
penance of the young woman.
^e impression which Veile's woeful
condition made upon the people of the
gasse was wonderful. Those who had danced
with her that evening on the wedding now first recalled her excited state. Her wild actions
were now first remembered by many. It
must have been an "evil eye," they
concluded — a jealous, evil eye, to which her beauty was hateful. This alone could have possessed
her with a demon of unrest. She was
driven by this evil power into the dark
night, a sport of these malicious potencies which pursue men step by step, especially on such
occasions. The living God alone knows
what she must have seen that night. Nothing
good, else one would not become dumb. Old legends and tales were revived, each
more horrible than the other. Hundreds
of instances were given to prove that this was nothing new in the gasse. Despite this
explanation, it is remarkable that the
people did not believe that the young woman
was dumb. The most thought that her power of speech had been paralyzed by some awful
fright, but that with time it would be
restored. Under this supposition they called
her "Veile the Silent."
There is a kind of human
eloquence more telling, more forcible than
the loudest words, than the choicest diction —
the silence of woman I ofttimes think they cannot endure the slightest vexation, but some great,
heart-breaking sorrow, some pain from
constant renunciation, self-sacrifice, they suffer with sealed lips — as if, in very
truth, they were bound with bars of
iron.
It would be difficult to fully
describe that long "silent^' life
of the young woman. It is almost impossible to cite more than one incident. Veile accompanied her
husband to his home, that house
resplendent with that gold and silver which had infatuated her. She was, to be
sure, the "first" woman in the
gasse; she had everything in abundance. Indeed, the world supposed that she had
but little cause for complaint.
"Must one have everything?" was sometimes queried in the gasse. "One has
one thing; another, another." And, according to all appearances, the people were right. Veile continued to be the
beautiful, blooming woman. Her penance
of silence did not deprive her of a
single charm. She was so very happy, indeed, that she did not seem to feel even the pain of her
punishment. Veile could laugh and
rejoice, but never did she forget to be
silent. The seemingly happy days, however, were only qualified to bring about the proper time of
trials and temptations. The beginning was easy enough for her, the middle and
end were times of real pain. The first years of their wedded life were childless. "It is
well," the people in the gasse
said, "that she has no children, and God has rightly ordained it to be so. A mother who
cannot talk to her child, that would be
something awful!" Unexpectedly to
all, she rejoiced one day in the birth of a daughter. And when that affectionate young creature, her own
offspring, was laid upon her breast, and
the first sounds were uttered by its
lips — that nameless, eloquent utterance of an infant — she forgot herself not; she was silent!
She was silent also when from day
to day that child blossomed before her
eyes into fuller beauty. Nor had she any
words for it when, in effusions of tenderness, it stretched forth its tiny arms, when in burning fever it
sought for the mother's hand. For days —
^yes, weeks — together she watched at
its bedside. Sleep never visited her eyes. But she ever remembered her penance.
Years fled by. In her arms she carried another child. It was a boy. The father's joy was great. The
child inherited its mother's beauty. Like its sister, it grew in health and strength. The noblest, richest
mother, they said, might be proud of
such children! And Veile was proud, no
doubt, but this never passed her lips. She remained silent about things which
mothers in their joy often cannot find
words enough to express. And although her face many times lighted up with beaming
smiles, yet she never renounced the
habitual silence imposed upon her.
The idea that the slightest
dereliction of her penance would be
accompanied with a curse upon her children may have impressed itself upon her mind. Mothers
will understand better than other persons what this mother suffered from her penalty of silence.
Thus a part of those years sped
away which we are wont to call the best.
She still flourished in her wonderful beauty.
Her maiden daughter was beside her, like the bud beside the full-blown rose. Suitors were
already present from far and near, who
passed in review before the beautiful girl. The most of them were excellent
young men, and any mother might have
been proud in having her own daughter
sought by such. Even then Veile did not undo her penance. Those busy times of intercourse
which keep mothers engaged in presenting
the superiorities of their daughters in
the best light were not allowed her. The choice of one of the most favored suitors was
made. Never before did any couple in the
gasse equal this in beauty and grace. A
few weeks before the appointed time for the wedding a malignant disease stole
on, spreading sorrow and anxiety over
the greater part of the land. Young girls were principally its victims. It seemed to
pass scornfully over the aged and
infirm. Veile's daughter was also laid hold
upon by it. Before three days had passed there was a corpse in tie house— the bride I
Even then Veile did not forget
her penance. When they bore away the
corpse to the "good place," she did utter a cry of anguish which long after echoed in
the ears of the people; she did wring
her hands in despair, but no one heard a
word of complaint. Her lips seemed dumb for-
ever. It was then, when she was seated on the low stool in the seven days of mourning, that the rabbi
came to her, to bring to her the usual
consolation for the dead. But he did not
speak with her. He addressed words only to her husband. She herself dared not look up. Only
when he turned to go did she lift her
eyes. They, in turn, met the eyes of the
rabbi, but he departed without a farewell.
After her daughter's death Veile
was completely broken down. Even that
which at her time of life is still called beauty had faded away within a few days. Her
cheeks had become hollow, her hair gray.
Visitors wondered how she could endure
such a shock, how body and spirit could hold
together. They did not know that that silence was an iron fetter firmly imprisoning the slumbering
spirits. She had a son, moreover, to
whom, as to something last and dearest,
her whole being still clung.
The boy was thirteen years old.
His learning in the Holy Scriptures was
already celebrated for miles around. He
was the pupil of the rabbi, who had treated him with a love and tenderness becoming his own father.
He said that he was a remarkable child,
endowed with rare talents. The boy was
to be sent to Hungary,' to one of the most celebrated teachers of the times, in order to
lay the foundation for his sacred studies under this instructor's guidance and wisdom. Years might perhaps pass before
she would see him again. But Veile let
her boy go from her embrace. She did not
say a blessing over him when he went; only her lips twitched with the pain of silence.
Long years expired before the boy
returned from the strange land, a
full-grown, noble youth. When Veile had her
son with her again a smile played about her mouth, and for a moment it seemed as if her former
beauty had enjoyed a second spring. The
extraordinary ability of her son already
made him famous. Wheresoever he went people were delighted with his beauty, and admired
the modesty of his manner, despite such
great scholarship. ' The next Sabbath
the young disciple of the Talmud, scarcely
twenty years of age, was to demonstrate the first marks of this great learning.
The people crowded shoulder to shoulder in this great Synagogue. Curious glances were cast through
the latticework of the women's gallery above upon the dense throng. Veile occupied one of the foremost seats. She
could see everything that took place
below. Her face was extremely pale. All
eyes were turned towards her — the mother, who was permitted to see such a day for her son!
But Veile did not appear to notice what
was happening before her. A weariness,
such as she had never felt before, even in her greatest suffering, crept over her limbs. It
was as if she must sleep during her
son's address. He had hardly mounted the
stairs before the ark of the laws — ^hardly uttered his first words — ^when 'k
remarkable change crossed her face. Her
cheeks burned. She arose. All her vital energy
seemed aroused. Her son meanwhile was speaking down below. She could not have told what he
was saying. She did not hear him — she
only heard the murmur of approbation, sometimes low, sometimes loud, which came
to her ears from the quarters of the
men. The people were astonished at the
noble bearing of the speaker, his melodious speech, and his powerful energy. When he
stopped at certain times to rest it seemed as if one were in a wood swept by a storm. She could now and then hear a few
voices de' daring that such a one had never before been listened to. The women at her side wept; she alone could
not. A choking pain pressed from her breast to her lips. Forces were astir in her heart which struggled for
expression. The whole synagogue echoed
with buzzing voices, but to her it seemed
as if she must speak louder than these. At the very moment her son had ended she cried out
unconsciously, violently throwing
herself against the lattice- work:
"God I living God! shall I
not now speak?" A dead silence
followed this outcry. Nearly all had recognized this voice as that of the "silent woman."
A miracle had taken place
"Speak! speak!"
resounded the answer of the rabbi from the
men's seats below. "You may now speak! "
But no reply came. Veile had
fallen back into her seat, pressing both
hands against her breast. When the women sitting beside her looked at her they were
terrified to find
that the "silent woman" had fainted. She was dead! The unsealing of her lips was her last moment.
Long years afterwards the rabbi
died. On his death-bed he told those
standing about him this wonderful penance of Veile. '
Every girl in the gasse knew the
story of the "silent woman."
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